Live Love & Let Go

why do i keep losing followers

where are you all going

can i come

(Source: deansprite)

Don’t want to be son

don’t want to be friend

I just want to start

all over again

Don’t want to be lover

don’t want it to end

but I just want to start

all over again~

I took the pieces

that once made you

scattered them where

the willows grew

Never thought we

would ever be apart

what used to be two

is now one beating heart

-

Jumping in the ocean

with intent to drown

drank a vial of poison

and wrapped rope all around

lit fire to the oil

so there was no escape

but the oil drifted out

and the fire went away

then the sea spit me out

and I coughed up the drink

now bound up on the shore

I lay waiting on the brink

I am hardly alive

but so far from death

Yet I still keep breathing

for the one who took my breathe

-

I wandered to

the edge of the world

remembered how beautiful

you made it, girl

I blacked out the sun

so I wouldn’t see

another day without

the one for me

-

Jumping in the ocean

with intent to drown

drank a vial of poison

and wrapped rope all around

lit fire to the oil

so there was no escape

but the oil drifted out

and the fire went away

then the sea spit me out

and I coughed up the drink

now bound up on the shore

I lay waiting on the brink

I am hardly alive

but so far from death

Yet I still keep breathing

for the one who took my breathe

-

I wake in the night

believing you’re dead

and go back to sleep

in a lonely bed

But then I awake

and it’s but a dream

though it could have fooled me

with how real it seemed

So I jump in the ocean

with intent to swim

and get pulled right under

with the dream again~

Whatever you might be thinking

inside that pretty little head

Whatever thought it may be

I wish it were of me instead

You’re drifting into a world

that’s not so close to mine

Too proud to call out my name

but getting even harder to find

Just let it go, my darling

these things will hold you down

lay them out before you and

watch it sprout from the ground

Everything will fall into place

if you would only let it be

cause the more you worry about it

the less you think about me

Little boys and little girls

dream of where they might go

but that dream gets smaller and smaller

with every inch they grow

Everything used to be happy

now you don’t quite feel the same

because you don’t remember dreaming

about what it is you’ve became

-

Now you fly through your life

Hoping with age you’ll find truth

but everything honest and good

was left behind in your youth

You lost something special

that you know you won’t find again

yet you keep on rushing towards

another empty and unhappy end

-

Now you are lying in the bed

waiting for your time to go

Surrounded by the family

you never found time to know

You hold the hand of a stranger

but you feel like your all alone

is this the place that you used to dream

of where you might go~

The ghost of a lover

what a pretty old thing

a haunted heart beating

For one petty little thing

From the boy that believed

that she would come home

and after his end

he still waits all alone

-

I’ve waited too long

to mess this up now

I was looking for hope

and you showed me just how

We might be too old

to believe in pretend

But we’ll have nothing short

of our happy ending

-

There’s that bittersweet moment

in an old couple’s eyes

they spent their whole lives

without saying goodbye

And the man held her hand

as her pulse starts slow

But she isn’t the only one

about to let go…

-

I’ve waited too long

to mess this up now

I was looking for hope

and you showed me just how

We might be too old

to believe in pretend

But we’ll have nothing short

of our happy ending

-

A knock at the door

I whisper “who is it?”

“It’s just me again

I came back for a visit”

“We just said farewell,

You had to go home?”

“but you are the only home

I’ve ever known”

-

I’ve waited too long

to fuck this up now

I was looking for hope

and you showed me just how

We might be too old

to believe in pretend

But we’ll have nothing short

of our happy end

no, I swear we’ll have nothing short

of our happy ending